Wow, it's been so long since I write on here... So much happening in my life right now. Sometimes I sit back to observe all the things that are occuring in my life--all at the same time, and I almost don't even believe it. 
First, I am extremely busy/stessed with work. My job is forever ongoing. Never ending phone calls, never ending paperwork, never ending evaluations, never ending translations, and I seem to be getting more and more cases added onto my workload by the minute! 
But it's all good. I wanted a job, God gave me one. All I ask Him now is to give me energy, time-management skills and wisdom so that I am able to perform my job to the best I can.
But it's all good. I wanted a job, God gave me one. All I ask Him now is to give me energy, time-management skills and wisdom so that I am able to perform my job to the best I can.Second, I am currently dealing with quite a messy situation with my ex-husband and his family. You'd think that by now, when my divorce has been finalized for more than 3 months that things with those individuals would have ended... ehn, wrong! I am now in the process of fighting a legal matter which will cost me an arm and a leg 
(paying my attorney and investing my precious time to go to court to finally be able to live my life stress-free). God knows He needs to come thru for me on this one, because I am beginning to feel like I'm losing all of my energies on these people. I'm pretty sure things will eventually get resolved and the truth will come out sooner or later, but what has me all worked up is not knowing how long this trial will go on for. I am seriously tired of dealing with them; I just hope God can hurry it up so that I don't have to keep on stressing over them. They deserve to pay for all the damage they've caused me...
(paying my attorney and investing my precious time to go to court to finally be able to live my life stress-free). God knows He needs to come thru for me on this one, because I am beginning to feel like I'm losing all of my energies on these people. I'm pretty sure things will eventually get resolved and the truth will come out sooner or later, but what has me all worked up is not knowing how long this trial will go on for. I am seriously tired of dealing with them; I just hope God can hurry it up so that I don't have to keep on stressing over them. They deserve to pay for all the damage they've caused me...Third, hmmm, there's this other issue I've been dealing with for months. I am in "desperate mode" to find out what God's plan is in regards to this. I guess I should see it as His way of shaping my character so that I learn to be patient. Wow, talk about Him testing me on this one! 
But hey, if this is God's way of teaching me patience, then bring it on... so be it! And I ask from Him on bended knees to be my Strength and to help me along this long journey. My plea is for Him to help me stay strong, faithful and holding on to Him, not letting go once of HIM. He's promised He provides the way out together with the temptation/trial, so this promise is what's keeping me hopeful and keeps me going... 
But hey, if this is God's way of teaching me patience, then bring it on... so be it! And I ask from Him on bended knees to be my Strength and to help me along this long journey. My plea is for Him to help me stay strong, faithful and holding on to Him, not letting go once of HIM. He's promised He provides the way out together with the temptation/trial, so this promise is what's keeping me hopeful and keeps me going... "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." -1 Corinthians 10:13
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