Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Feeling gloomy on a day of sunshine...

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I ended up not going to the doc's office yesterday (it aliviated my fear a bit, but it's no good because it only delays my re-hiring process with TheraCare). Anyways, I had to call the doctor to let him know I was coming over. I don't have his number, my dad does, and my dad wasn't home when I was ready to call and be on my way. So I kept calling my parents to try and see if they had the number with them or where in the house did they have it and I never got a response from them . So today I will call the doctor's office to let them know I will stop by tomorrow or Thursday, because today I have to finish up my test due tomorrow morning at 11 o'clock and turn it in to TheraCare.
Anyways, I don't know what is going on with me these past few days (actually since Saturday morning)... I've been feeling kinda crappy and gloomy and I haven't even wanted to go outside to enjoy the nice weather and beautiful sunshine. Been feeling so unattractive and yucky...ever had one of those days?  I don't know if it's because I'm PMS'ing or if it's something deeper going on internally that I am not being aware of . I prayed to God this morning to show me whatever the source of this may be that is causing me to feel this way. I hate feeling like this. This is not normal, since I am such a happy person, especially ever since my relationship with Christ has grown stronger. I guess sometimes we all experience phases such as these no matter how happy in Jesus we are; afterall, we're still human. But I decided that I've had enough! I am tired of feeling yucky, so today when I finish with my test, I will go out for a drive around the beach, maybe treat myself to some ice cream even . It's a gorgeous day out. We've been blessed with incredibly beautiful weather today, and I will enjoy God's gift for me today .
"I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs.When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HISriches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do.He has never let me down. Since I learned that 'Secret', I am happy."
"Porque no nos ha dado Dios espíritu de cobardía, sino de poder, de amor y de dominio propio." -2 Timoteo 1:7
"echando toda vuestra ansiedad sobre Él, porque Él tiene cuidado de vosotros." -1 Pedro 5:7
We can't depend on people to make us happy. Only GOD in His infinite wisdom can do that. Trust HIM! 

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